test… test… am i on air? can you hear me?
wow… it’s been awhile hasn’t it…
tumblr’s so foreign… so many new things…. liked it the way it was before. more of a no frills blogging experience… now there’re all these functions. nice… but not what i’m comfortable with…
alot has happened. crazy amount of stuff since last. john? elliot? mel? given up on this wasteland yet? hahaha. not that it matters… always found blogging more a private gesture on a public domain than a public gesture on private matters.
i’m an officer now. cadet tears are now nothing but a memory. not yet fond… but as the days go by, i’m sure they’ll grow into something i treasure. thankfully, there are those i’ll never forget. not the buttplugs. hell… those i’ll be dying to forget. no. the friends i’ve made. not many. but enough to make it worth it.
can’t say life is alot nicer out of ocs. still taking shit. and workload’s probably greater than quite the plenty office drones in their cubicles. but hey, atleast i’m working out because i want to. sleep’s alot more regular now.
now i’m just whining. not cool.
don’t really have a point to writing this out. started off just for the nostalgia. it feels nice doing something from the past. feels familiar. reminiscent of a time when my greatest worry was discipline to study.
now i’m just speaking of school as if it’s the ice age.
but it does feel like a really long time ago. miss it. it was fun. i won’t say i regret anything i’ve done… but really, looking back, i’d have done alot more if i were given a second chance. hell, it was nice.
i’m 20 this year. balls…
dakota fanning’s grown up to be rather attractive a young lady…
i’m 20 this year and an old pervert. balls….
ok, enough with this streams of consciousness shit. don’t have much to go on about…
this was nice. i’ll try it again sometime. feels like the little boy revisiting the giving apple tree.